18 down...18 to go...

Months, that is.


Of residency.


But who's counting?

Christmas in Chicago

Yup. We ended up going to Chicago for Christmas. And it was good. Really good. In fact, I never realize how much I miss my family until I am with them for a few days and then have to say goodbye to them again. Especially this time. When you want to be close to help them and comfort them in times like this. My sister lost her baby at 36 weeks pregnant. So sad. How could we not have gone? I am so glad we were able to be there and spend time with them and my parents. They seem to be doing well, under the circumstances, and we did have a good time, considering. Lots of food, games, movies, shopping, talking, crying, and even more food. I have such strong sisters who are great examples to me and I am lucky to have them in my life.

Anyway, here are some pictures of the kids. I didn't take a whole lot due to the yearly migraine that picked Christmas Eve to visit me. Blasted thing. Why Christmas?

Here is Cassie in her $3 Christmas dress (Last years clearance at Old Navy). Dylan wouldn't cooperate, hence no picture of him in Sunday clothes.

The stair picture. Sort of.

Cassie and her little kitchen that Santa brought. I heard rumor that he spent almost 4 hours putting it together. Good thing he (I mean "she") started on it a week early. Cassie better play with it every day!!!

Playing with some of the many (too many) Christmas toys.

Loves his dinosaurs.

We even got this really great game from my brother:

If you haven't played it, play it. You'll like it. I'll try to get some more pictures of the kids and their new loot on here. We all came home with too much again, but it was so fun and I am already excited for next Christmas.

Mixed Feelings

So as of last night, we decided to stay here for Christmas. Our plan was to go to Chicago and spend Christmas with my sister and her family, like we did last year. But...after much contemplating we decided it best to stay home. Sad. Happy. Excited. Nervous. Mixed feelings. Everything, I am feeling. We have never had Christmas on our own, and I am wondering how it will go. At first, I was really excited, and I still am, but after reading so many Christmas cards and emails from friends and family, it has made me a little homesick for them. So, with tears in my eyes this morning I headed to the post office with the kids in hopes that gifts will get to my sister's house before Christmas, since we won't be driving them anymore. Why are we not going? Bad weather, sick kids, sick me (colds), Nate's only time to catch up on things, finally finishing the basement, etc. But it will be good.

Things I will miss from Christmas with family:

• All the wonderful and never ending food that is available. (I guess I should start my grocery list and head to the store tomorrow.)
• Games. Games games and more games. Yes, we will still play games, but not the famous Folsom group games.
• The never ending gift opening on Christmas morning.
• Being the first one up Christmas morning every single year. (Dylan wins at that now)
• The funny gifts. Every year, someone randomly (okay, it is usually me) wraps a silly white elephant type gift for someone and it is funny to watch the expression on everyone's faces. Is this gift for reals?
• More food.
• Never ending visiting.
• More games.
• Just being with everyone.

Things I am excited for this Christmas:

• Being with my own little family and enjoying Nate's 5 days off with him.
• NO PACKING to go anywhere. YAY!!!!
• Spending time with the many other families that are here alone for Christmas. What great friends we have here.
• Playing games with friends (hopefully) and enjoying our new game that we are getting for Christmas!Yay, I am so excited to open it!
• Getting our basement finished.
• Being home to receive all the baked goods that come. We usually come home from Christmas with a pile of stale(sp?) and hard baked goods on our door step.
• Enjoying Christmas morning with just our kids. This way there shouldn't be too much fighting over all the toys.
• Being Santa by ourselves and spreading the gifts around the room instead of being crammed in a little corner
• Starting our own traditions.

And I feel we are so blessed right now. So many other residents and med students have to work during Christmas and Nate has ALWAYS been given time off, since the beginning. Thank you! Also, at least he isn't in Iraq. At least we are all healthy (for the most part). At least we are all alive. At least we have a home and can celebrate Christ's birth. At least we can be together!

HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!

Symphony Fudge

I love making this fudge at Christmas because it is so good and SO EASY to make. The missionaries wouldn't stop eating it the other night and I have had many friends say it is the best fudge they have ever had.

All you need is 2 HUGE Symphony bars, (I like

the Almond and Toffee kind the best, but you can use the

regular milk chocolate kind as well) and 1 can of

sweetened condensed milk. Melt the

chocolate in a double broiler (so it doesn't burn) and add

the sweetened condensed milk. Stir until combined and poor

into a lightly greased 8 x 8 pan.

Refrigerate and enjoy! (If you don't have a double

broiler, try using the microwave)



*For a cute friend or neighbor gift, you can give the 2 bars, the can of milk, and the recipe with a little bow tied around it. That way they can make it when they want too.

Happy Birthday Cassie!

Cassie turned 2 yesterday!!!

Seriously, how can my baby be 2 already? We had a fun little day yesterday with just our family. Nate was home all day and I didn't want to fuss with having anyone over. I know, I'm lame.

Cassie loves Dora!

I made my very first cake! Okay, I have actually made cake before (way too many times), but not these fun little birthday cakes. Dylan helped me make it while Cassie took a nap and I was a little too thrilled about how it turned out. I really don't have any artistic or "crafty" abilities unless I have word-by-word instruction. All this had was a picture and I did it! Yeah for me.

Yummy cake! (Nate will love me all the more for this picture).

So here are a few fun facts about Cassie:

• She LOVES broccoli. Especially raw broccoli dipped in ranch dressing.
  
• She LOVES putting shoes on and wearing them around the house. I leave a big pile of hand-me-down shoes (that are too big for her) on the floor of her closet for this purpose. I will often find her sitting in her closet (in the dark) trying on all the shoes. She is to the point now where she has to sleep in them too. Along with her hat, which brings me to the next one...
  
• She LOVES wearing hats. This makes things easier for me. I don't have to do her hair.
  
• She didn't walk until she was 16 months old.
  
• She is a VERY tough little girl. During her first year of life, she endured many long hours of physical therapy, which caused her excruciating pain. Poor thing.
  
• She will play in her crib for hours before and after her naps. It is nice. Total opposite of Dylan, the screamer.
  
• She has a really tough head. She "bonks" her head on things all the time (really hard too) and gets right up and keeps playing. I think Dylan has helped in making her tough. She even rolled head over feet down 3/4 of the stairs tonight and jumped right up (after a little hug) and started playing again.
  
• She was diagnosed with "Failure to Thrive" (last year) and after her appointment today she weighed in at 25 pounds and is now above average for her age! Yay!!! Finally! She is still one skinny little girl though.
  
• She has such a sweet little voice, especially when she is trying to pray.
• She LOVES books.

We love her so much and we feel so blessed to have her in our family. I love having a little girl!

Silly girl!

This is how I found Cassie the other day. She is sitting in the front of a little grocery cart where dolls are supposed to sit and I have no idea how she got herself in there (Dylan wasn't home to help). I guess she knows her place when we go grocery shopping. She had the cart full of books and would read them and then throw them out. She loves books!



I always find her in the most random places. She has been found in the dryer, kitchen cupboard, under the bathroom sink, in closets, in the van (in the garage), in the drawers on Dylan's bed, in the entertainment center cupboard etc. Oh, and she has even been found out in a snowdrift before (long story). Most all of these require the help of her older brother, of course. Kids are so silly.

Right now, Cassie is supposed to be taking a nap and I can hear her in her crib getting after her doll for not going "nigh-nighs". She makes me laugh a lot.

Tribute

If you would like to read a very

informative tribute that my dear

friend wrote on my behalf,

click here.

Now isn't she just something special. Bless her little heart!!